There's no where for me to go. I'm done with everything now. I've been through a lot. The man in my head has taken control of me. He's taken what appears to be all of me. Well, when things start to settle down for me. Maybe I can come back to who I used to be. Who knows when that will be though. I'm starting to question everything now. Am I alive, am I dead. Things have become so surreal ever since I've lost myself.
Ever since that thing has greeted me with such ruthless hate. But I know now. I know what I'm supposed to do. I'm so sick. I wish I can be normal again. Well, this is my goodbye. My farewell to everyone. Please take care. Please don't forget me. Just know this is how it began....


Here I am again. Alive and well. Wishing I was dead. Stuck In a hole in hell. I'm Tortured by my thoughts, and born to kill. But my mind gets the best of me and destroys my will. I'm wasted, withered, left to fall. Some days seem so surreal. some days seem so withdrawed. I'll lye in the grave that I dug. Hated by all. Destroyed by my mind. No room to crawl.

So I'll take this chance to let you all know. I'm not the one at fault here it's my head and it grows. He's the leader of death and the leader in mind. He destroyed my faith and He destroyed my life.
I can't explain the way I act. Because it hurts sometimes. I'm miserable and dead but I'm just fine. Showered with blood my conscience moves on.
if there's a will there's a way I can still see this world is blind.

It's all me now! Have I been doing this to myself. Did I mean everything I've said. Or was it all just placed in my head.


I'm growing more fond of death. And I think I like it. There's no way in hell that things will ever fade away. I've been through hell and back. I've seen the dark. I've prayed to nothing. Now let me be in peace.
Were all sickos and we just like to be hunted. By the palm of our hands.

I'm problematic and it's all a shame. No I can't stay the same no I can't stay the same. This hate eats me away. I'm scratching my brain. I Convinced myself that I'm the one to blame. I talk about the world yeah I talk about it all. One thing I don't understand why can't I just fall? I guess there's still a plan for me.

Death has brought me here so there's no room to hide. I've fallen through with everything It's been a fatal guide.



I'm in the corner where it all began please tell my mom and dad that I just had some problems within. I'm wasting away and I think my time has come. Tell my loved ones that I'm gone.

So will you all please just listen lets take a second to try. Your mind is a dirty thing and there's no where to hide. I'm gonna end it all there's tears in my eyes. I'm gonna end it all now I'm laid here to die.